Olivia Rodrigo - My Way
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Entry 2, Aug 3rd, 2026
I feel like she thinks I'm the worst human being ever, and I hate it! I hate that one of my first ever friends despises me! I understand that she had every right to, considering everything I did in the past, but I wish she'd talked to be rather than whatever this is!
Okay, so I unblocked her, but haven't sent any messages since I feel like I'll come across as a stalker. It would make sense, since I did stalk her at one point, SOMETHING I AM TOTALLY ASHAMED OF AND HAVE APOLOGIZED FOR! I'm not romanticizing it, nor do I support it at all, NEVER do that to people! But, I'm afraid of her feeling as if I did that again, so I haven't said anything. I'm still sort of frustrated about being called an abuser when she hasn't even communicated to me.
I really hope that things improve soon... Good night Readers! Sweet Dreams!
Entry 1, Aug 2nd 2026
Hello! Charlo here! Today was pretty boring tbh! I cleaned the kitchen to help my mother and that was pretty well the only notable thing in my day! I got a new body wash that smells like peaches, I honestly wish I could eat it!
Besides that, I almost unblocked the girl I blocked last night, but I held back. I'm seriously angry about that! She was calling me an abuser for what? The stuff I did nearly 2 years ago while in what was likely psychosis?! How petty! And she's refusing to tell me what I did! She's even using me relating to Russia from APH as proof! What does that even mean?! Still, I care for her, this is in no way an attack on her! Btw, expect this type of entry! I'm quite the angry person!
Anyways, if u guys are curious I'll say more tomorrow. Good night Readers! Sweet dreams!
P.S, I'M NOT A NSO LARP!!
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